Wonder how you are doing up there,

 Hope you are happy now.

You in my imagination, are so vivid

Saying “I miss you”, makes me miss you even more.

Tore me, I feel like I lost everything

Emotionless, purposeless, aimlessly I wander around

“Would it be different if I had stopped you that day?”

It hurts, I want to erase every bit of you,

Rip out my heart, and throw it away far.

If it’s a nightmare, why can’t I wake up?

I hate time, it’s very cruel, and I can’t turn it back.

I hate how you left without any warning or even a single goodbye

I get it, it must have been hard, but did you have to die?

I close my eyes, and travel through my memory lane.

I see us smiling, sharing our happy stories

We are happy, we are in a utopia

You are making me believe, “Maybe life isn’t unfair”

But it’s scary, if I open my eyes will it all disappear?

From the memories stored in my heart

Bit by bit, I gather those one of you because there is no deleting.

A place where we can be together,

A place with no depressing ending,

Let’s meet in that place again

Travelling through my memory lane.

By: Miliska Tuladhar (Management, A2)